ok..let it be
conclusions trying to take over each other.Which will take a upper hand is suspense.The result gonna be immaterial.How to take control of my life?Little less of imagination and little more of action.The process of self-motivation has become a joke because the energy it creates inside is purged by imagination.What I am doin is wrong.What I try to do to prevent that is not substantial.However the thought process proceeding former and preceding later is like big air filled baloon.Lots of volume but no mass.Then there is self abuse.Gosh! why I am living.Cant it be for a moment,When I can be proud and content of myself?
Four cigarettes with no morning cigarette.
Lots of sleep,but fresh through out the day..
Intangible achievements..
And a resolve in charming words.
to take control of my own life.
lets see,
what another day has in store for me.
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